Thank you for being here. I will of course make no promises, but I envision this blog to be an ongoing series of confessions and reflections on various matters regarding faith, doubt, religion, morality, and other such things from the point of view of a provisional atheist in the midst of a change of heart. Because by trade I am a composer of contemporary classical music and consider my work inseparable from my identity, I may turn to musical ideas every now and then to explain myself. Each day I live in the great city of New York I am more disillusioned with the promises of Western secularism.

For my composerly work please visit http://www.joshuacerdenia.com.